Sunday, October 8

Have you ever been in this state when you are tired of your surroundings?
Do not get me wrong, you still look perfectly happy.
With the molar to molar smile, laughing at all silly jokes.
Yet deep down, you know you were never happy.
Times when you are alone, you drift away into your own thoughts.
You wish you could be on your own, and not having to face the world.
As much as you hoped you could, the world doesn't allows you.
The responsibilities that are on your shoulders, you know you couldn't just chunk them aside.
You wish you were brave enough to fight for the happiness.
But you never will be.

Time will eventually heals the hurt, it definitely heals.
However it kept your guards high, you started to build a wall around your heart.

You wished you could have someone to confine on.
Yet at 10am or 10pm, you scroll thru the contacts and realise you've got no on to go to.
Even if you found someone to listen, they never truly understand.
How can anyone understand you? With the answers given, you just have to brush it off.

Human beings are eventually selfish. That includes you.