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Happy birthday to me Part 2!

2012-03-09T19:22:00.000+08:00

Sir Benedict
It has bacon, and ham, the yellow sauce I SUPPOSE is cheese cause lwj said so, but I feel like it's butter.
LOL. But I this more because the below one is super beefy.

Burly Benedict
Its corned beef . Like I say if you like beef you will probably like it. LOLOLOL!
Okay, I'm such a bad descriptor,

Hatched with lwj on Wednesday. Finally get to try it, thankyou lwj! :)))
Went starbuck after that, catch up with her like finally!
Meet up again soooon!
Loveyou! :))

Credit to lwj!

Happy birthday to me Part 1!

2012-03-09T19:08:00.000+08:00

F and her bbgs surprised me on Monday at my house area around 10 plus in the night.
LOL.
I was stupid enough to believe that G needed someone to talk to, but at doubt too.
This shows that I'm nice! :)

Thankyou for the pressie F! :)
Thankyou for the cake HM! :)
Thankyou for the card G! :)

Goodbye Major Project. :)

2012-02-19T11:54:00.000+08:00

Sorry for leaving this space alone for so long, promise I will blog more when I have the time.
*pinky promise!*
Say HURAAAAAAAAAAAAAARY that MP is finally over, even though I feel like shit right after the presentation because I practically screw up. :( Just pray that I will still do well because is freaking 8 credits and I really can't afford to screw up this MP. :(

Alright just let the pictures do the talking! :)

Toddlers! :)

Life has been so bored.

2012-01-13T21:52:00.001+08:00

I'm sorry for the updating here!
Because I have not been doing anything exciting recently, maybe meet up with love that's all I suppose?
The first few days of 2012 hasn't been very good for me, how about yours? :) Hope it's good.
Projects, projects and projects.
So many undone.
I wish every thing will be over soon, at the same time I feel afraid of my future.
Anyone wish to hire me?
Please do tell me! :)

Chinese New Year coming, I can't wait. Maybe 3 days of good break I HOPE! *cross fingers*
Okay back to do my MP.

Toddlers.

Happy second day of New Year!

2012-01-02T12:41:00.001+08:00

Happy Boxing Day! :)

2011-12-30T20:54:00.001+08:00

Met up with them on Boxing day.
Great catch up! :))

Does he look like a passer by? HAHA

I think this is art. :))

Guess what we played. :))

Shall end of with this! :)

Merry Christmas! part 2

2011-12-28T13:23:00.000+08:00

but this is the only pic I can post.

LOL! :)

Dinner with another group on the same night, and I had plenty of fun with them. Basically I have been laughing most of the times because of those kukus. :))

Merry Christmas!

2011-12-28T13:17:00.000+08:00

Okay I know I'm pretty pretty late to do up this post, but well, at least I did! :)
Had a pre-christmas clebration with the girls from secondary school.
Really glad that we are still able to talk and crap so much despite us not meeting so frequently. :) That's the bond I'm talking about yo! :))

Let's the picture do the talking then! :)
HEES.

All time favourite to take pictures in the washroom! :)

Cookies baked by Junruuu! :)

Here's the pressies. :)

Shall end of with a group photo.
I'm super lazy to upload all of it, more pictures at facebook! :)

End of year

2011-12-27T23:35:00.000+08:00

Busy busy busy month with fyp and work.
Do not have anytime to update this little small space of mine,
I promise I will do so asap alright?! :)
And it's already the last few days of 2011, time flies.

But it seems like all my readers had gone away.
Dang dang dang!
Please be back sooooooooooooooooooon!

Jelly fish.

2011-11-17T20:53:00.000+08:00

Went Changi Beach the other day, and saw someone caugt a jelly fish! Pretty cool, me want a jelly fish toooooooooooo! Hahaha, but is poisonous. OH WELL.

Life is too busy busy busy.
Projects, presentation, test, quizzes, and worst of all NAFA. Why do we girls have to take? If taking means I need to do well. SIGH.

I manage to survive since 8 oct, I don't how but I manage to. Because I know I'm stronger each day. I'm just afraid...

Anyway anyone has any idea what will you give who is very special to you for a present? Must be something unique though!
Please do help meee, thankyou!

I hearts desserts!

2011-11-12T22:51:00.000+08:00

Bought some cakes from Antoinetter last week.

Guess what's this?
Ice cream or cake? :)

It wasnt very cheap, but still it's worth trying I must say. :)

A happy you, is a happy me.

2011-11-08T20:36:00.000+08:00

We got fourth, but we did well! :D Yay! :) Our first competition together! Yoyoyo! More to go I suppose? :)

4 nov!

2011-11-06T10:58:00.000+08:00

Super busy day!
Helping CLY group and Y group in their competition, had lecture then cab down to Red Hill to some culinary place. Being a server with J, A, Km and Y's boyf! Dinner-ed at Waraku where things ain't nice and the waitress is funny max. End of the day, everyone was drained!

Pictures will do the talking, but is super super limited I will say!

P.S CLY you had did your best! :) Don't get upset about it. It's the experience! :)

2011-10-26T18:51:00.001+08:00

I need plenty of chocolates to keep me happy.

Happy kid.

2011-10-23T20:31:00.001+08:00

I got this pooh ring from those toy machine? :)
Yay! :D

Changes.

2011-10-22T22:22:00.000+08:00

Guess I've changed so much, till the extend that I really dislike myself. I started not to care about how other feels, even if I know how hurt or disappointed they will get. I will not turn back and bother about it anymore. It's only when I realise, the least I care, I will be less disappointed, even though I'm the one causing it. Really hate being a grown up. Too much for me to handle.

2011-10-22T21:22:00.001+08:00

tumblr.

Places to go.

2011-10-21T12:06:00.000+08:00

Get to go to the Zoo and Genting already! :)

But there's still many places I want to goooo!

Underwater world

USS

Science Center

Discovery Center or World? o.0

Fort Canning

Henderson Wave

Picnic and kite flying at barrage

Hope I can at least fulfill some by end of this year! :)

Last Kiss

2011-10-20T10:59:00.000+08:00

Timetable is out, sigh sigh sigh.
Hope this semester will end fast.
Hope I will be able to work hard, and pull up my GPA.

Really can't stand watching those dramas, that betray here, backstab there, so annoying.
Ohh well, this is lifeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

Really got to enjoy this few days of my holidays before school start.
But nothing seems to interest me at all. :(
SIGH

2011-10-16T20:11:00.000+08:00

Too often we underestimate the power of a touch, a smile, a kind word, a listening ear, an honest compliment, or the smallest act of caring, all of which have the potential to turn a life around.

Too long.

2011-10-16T20:09:00.001+08:00

HELLO! :)

I know it has been so so so long since I last blogged or have a proper post.
Really do not have the mood plus my life has not been very exciting.
Boring is my life! :(
What's a blog without photos to share too right?
I mean will anyone willing to read such a wordy wordy post?
Not me! I will just click the cross button on the upper right hand corner!
HAHA.
Yessss, so decided to get a camera, a very impromtut decision.

Got sumsung PL 20. The main reason I got this because it has a front LCD, and it's on sales.
So why not? :))
So hopefully, with a camera, I will blog and post more pictures.
And I can gain back my readers! :)

Loveesss. :)
I miss so much. :(

One step a time.

2011-10-12T23:23:00.001+08:00

I miss hanging out with many people!

2011-10-10T20:20:00.002+08:00

need t get report done and read up articles by tmr morning.

life's a bitchhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

Planning.

2011-10-04T17:44:00.001+08:00

Planning, planning, planning.
Brain storming, brain storming, brain storming.
Saving, saving, saving.
Worrying, worrying, worrying.
How noa brown cow?

What if everything planned but turned out another way round? :(

We say farewell.

2011-10-01T13:19:00.002+08:00

20 Sept 2011

Meet up with IFF interns plus farewell dinner for Tiff, say yay to your last day in IFF! :))

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2011-09-30T14:03:00.000+08:00

Yay! I'm back from a short getaway!
There will be no picture because no photos were taken.
Enjoyed myself there, but upon hearing those scary encounters, I start to shiver again! Thank god I have S around! :)))))))))))))

Good time passed so fast, now is back to reality! :(
No matter what, I still enjoy myself! :)

I say HEY!

2011-09-18T17:26:00.003+08:00

Behind each smile.

2011-09-10T17:14:00.000+08:00

Have not been updating this space of mine for a pretty long time, I guess I update more on another site then here. Oh well, need more personal space I suppose. :)

Zoo with S, YK and JH on Thursday! Yay! It was a enjoyable trip I can conclude. :) Animals and animals and animals. HAHA! But was mad tired after the long hours of walk from morning till night! HEHE. More outing kays! But hope you will be fine after outing. :( No pictures because I guess I will take a long time to receive pictures from S.

Xunhui left yesterday, sorry for not being able to send you off. Bon Voyage! Enjoy your 5 months at Thailand! :))) Take good care of yourself alright! :)

And Jingjing left today to Washington. :( Everyone is flying offffffffffffffffffffffffffffff. :( And you girl, have fun for the 3 weeks trip! :) Takecare! And will see you soon! Faster come back so I can have people to go training w me okay! HAHAHAHAHA! MISSYOU! :)

I got to start on my research sooooooooooooon! But I'm so sleepy and lazy. :( NO NO NO!

And Moon Cake festival is coming! I want to play candles and lantern! But someone said I'm childish. :( ANYONE WANTS TO PLAY W ME!? =D

I enjoy my time when I'm with you, do you feel the same too?

I'm happy if you are.

2011-08-31T20:30:00.000+08:00

Give a new look to my blog.
Added colorful background to make it more vibrant!
YEAH! I'm a SUNSHINE GIRL!
HAHAHAHAHAHA!
Have not been updating because I do not have any photos to go with it and it will be pretty boring to do a daily update with just words and words I'm sure you all will be dozing off. Like noooooooow!

Okay just gotten the title for Major Project.
It sounds chimology. I have no idea what is it about, because is so brief.
Oh well just hope I can do well for it, because is 8 CREDITS! :(
Really need to pull up my socks, high high like a nerd! HEHES.
Let's work hard together Jesslyn and KiaYong! :DD

That's all!

I am not always strong.

2011-08-16T15:04:00.000+08:00

It hurts to say goodbye when you know that life won’t be the same. But it’s better to give up than to fight, when you know that you’re the only one fighting.

Or should it be said, no one knows that you are fighting ?

Maybe the past doesn't matter any longer.

I shall treasure what I have.

Don't said you tried, because you have no idea how I struggled either.

People tend to see that you are hurt,

but no one knows how hurt I am too.

I don't show out doesn't mean I ain't a victim myself.

I fight for people who worth the fight.

Please do not say I have become another person,

is the reality that makes me become who I am.

You are the person who made me smile and tear the most.

2011-08-15T12:13:00.002+08:00

Life is bored,
and I've got nothing to blog.
I need a life soooon! :(
Need to meet up w love, the girls, and skippers soooooon!

Things has changed,
and maybe we should keep it this way?

Do help me click on the advertisement! :)
Thankyouu! :)

18june

2011-08-12T20:53:00.000+08:00

Okay a very very late post I know.

That day went for training in the morning and it was a torture I swear! :/

Okay headed over to uncle house for celebration/ gathering.
Okay dont exactly remember what happen, so let the picture do the talking. But I think it does not make any justice because most of the photos will be me and my coussie face. HAHAHA!

cute nephew! :)

He posted for me! :) HAHAHA!

I think so long since I took a solo pic w brother!

More pics on facebook! :)

credit to coussie! :)

2011-08-12T20:25:00.000+08:00

felicia, tiffany, winni, ting jie, sarah, li ying

Isn't this beautiful? :)

The girls from IFF!

Oh is drawn by Fellicia! :)
So sweet of her, but I found out that she did not include herself! LOL!

Okay, missed last night gathering.
There will be a next one right?!
HAHAHA!

I kind of miss them!
CLY you too! :(
Miss seeing you!

2011-08-09T10:28:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE! :DDD
I just love National Day songs! :D
It makes me happy!

Okay I just like festive songs! :)
Okay Christmas is coming too!
Fine, you all maybe thinking it's only National Day, and she's talking about Christmas. -.-
Lalala!

Today will be a long long day!
Toddlers! :D

Random thoughts.

2011-08-06T21:19:00.000+08:00

This few days have been really awful because of the SIP report. Seriously hate doing report to the max, I just not able to sit still and finish everything. But tried really hard yesterday for the whole day, but still not able to complete. Thus not being able to meet S. :( Broke down several times last night, hormone being so mean to me. Why most girls must have moodswing? Seriously hate it because people whom I care the most will end up getting hurt because of my moodswing. I'm so sorry, I'm trying hard to prevent it but it doesn't seems to be listening to me.

I dread school even though school have yet to started. I feel like quitting school, okay I see no future in me. I feel so useless. No no no! I should work hard, but seriously I can't see any future where my parents don't even encourage me to further studies. I'm afraid to graduate seriously.

Do you still see our future?

I hearts.

2011-08-03T13:32:00.000+08:00

Yay! Is my 800th post for iamfeliciaaa.blogspot.com
Okay, it isn't lots of post compared to others who have blogged so regularly, but at least it has most of my happy and sad memories in it. :)

Movie w T, S and SJ was great,
my very first virgin horror (ghost) movie.
Okay 2 years back I did watch one, but it was a killer/thriller?
Though it wasn't very scary, yet I acted like one. =/
Okay fine. I'm timid, no more horror movie!

School's tomorrow,

dread it, for people who know why yeah. :)

But can't wait to see my awesome girls tomorrow night!

Been so long since we last met. :)

Wish that I'm able to go oversea w S during Sept. :)*P.S mummy sort of agree!*
I want go to Zoo, Underwater, Henderson wave.
I want to fly kite and picnic.
* HINT HINT*
HAHA.

Something random,

I like blog hopping to people's blog,
not because I'm busy body, but I like reading at their blog to see how they have been doing.
It's the only place where I can know about the life, when time doesn't allows us to meet up.
At least I know they are happy or sad.
So people should blog more! :)

I like having afternoon tea, and just slacking around.
I shall do that one day.
It have been so long since everything is so peaceful.

Okay I really need to start doing on my SIP report, if not I will be so dead.
4000 words! What am I suppose to write?!

A little more of each.

2011-08-02T11:20:00.000+08:00

I'm blogging lesser and lesser!

Bet readers are all gone. :(

Okay, time to update!

Had a farewell dinner for CLY, Fellicia, Sarah and I. But sadly CLY falls ill on that day! You are not going to miss the next dinner for winnie okay! :)

Dinner at MOF, and I was late. =/

This is what they did, while we were outside waiting for them!

Went over to lasalle to have photo taking.

Gong Cha w winnie! :DD

Credit to T! :)

2011-07-29T20:34:00.001+08:00

2011-07-29T20:03:00.001+08:00

You know.

2011-07-25T13:54:00.000+08:00

Last Friday was the last day of my Internship!
*screaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaam*
Was having mixed feeling, how I wish it would end, and it's the last day, I should be happy. At the same time I'm feeling a little sad too. Though I always procrastinating, but I still have feelings for IFF and the awesome interns there! :(

Manage to have mac breakf w CLY on our last day of the intern! :)
Pressies to work super heavy please!

Thank you Ms Tan for the pressie and cakes!
Thank you T, TJ, S, W and F for the album!

I'm so lazy to type, shall let the pictures do the talking yo! :)

CLY and YT; Confectionery

NYP interns!

Hello CLY! I will miss going to work and home w you! Don't miss me! :))

LY and F; Savory

I'm trying to imitate her smile, fail much. -.-

The girls.:)

Our last daaaaaaaaaaay!

Felicia saying hi to fellicia! :)

Thank you for the memories!:)

Credit: CLY and T! :)

2011-07-20T22:20:00.001+08:00

Internship ending in 2 days time!
Can't wait totally!
But this means school is starting,
dread it too.

Project, I hate you.
Dread doing it,
No feel for it at all. :(

2011-07-16T23:58:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YO AH HUI! :D

I did not forget your birthday kays!
Hope you enjoy your last teen birthday! :D
This is the first time we did not celebrate on your actual day.
See you soon pretty lil girl. :)

Loveyoumuchie! :D

2011-07-13T23:29:00.000+08:00

Why do human like to take things for granted?

When we tend to get what we want, we don't treasure it anymore till we lose it again.

That's human, never learn to be contented.

Too many thoughts running on my mind,

but too tired to blog.

I don't know what I'm typing too.

Toodlers.

2011-07-11T20:27:00.002+08:00

So long since I updated this little space of mine.

Life's pretty much the same,
there's up and down.
Life has to go on still.

I have nothing much to blog,
because there isn't any photos.
Wordy post, bet no one will interested.

BUT 8june is love! :)

I had this uneasy feeling,
it's back again. :(

Let's have some fun.

2011-07-06T21:36:00.001+08:00

30 June.

Was Xiya's last day in IFF, yes another person from our intern clique leaving. :(

Had a farewell dinner for Xiya and Fresh Dragon at clementi Zi char.
Then started to cam-whore at some random playground!
I miss both of them already! :(
No more lunch break w them! :(
My first 2 intern friends I know when I first came to IFF. :(
Seeyou 2 soooooon!

by CLY.

more pics do visit faceboookk!

credit to CLY! :)

shall end of with this~!
Not for weak heart!

I think it's cute. :)

2011-07-06T21:26:00.001+08:00

I guess I miss you a little - a little too much, a little too often, and a little more each day.

So trueeeeeeeeeee.

2011-07-04T20:02:00.000+08:00

双鱼座大多在眼角都有一颗泪痣. 双鱼座不会随便爱上一个人. 双鱼座很容易被感动. 双鱼座很敏感，看似什么都不计较，不细心，其实是在包容你，所以会假装什么都不知道. 双鱼座吃软不吃硬，要知道双鱼座脾气很硬，不会允许别人的不信任和挑战. 双鱼座很重感情，只要是真心认定的朋友，都会真心对待. 双鱼座不开心的时候就会故意隐藏自己，只是想让自己显的更独立更坚强. 双鱼座害怕孤独.好想依赖人.却从来不曾真的去依赖，因为已习惯独立孤独. 双鱼座总是很任性和小孩子气的固执，即使是错，下次还是固执. 双鱼座很现实，最讨厌软弱拖拉的人，更讨厌自以为是的人. 双鱼座不习惯主动跟别人套近乎. 双鱼座有点懒，那是因为我认为那些事，都不需要费工夫浪费时间. 双鱼座显得冷漠，不易接近，自己也不会主动去接近别人. 双鱼座天生具有的第六感，总凭感觉认定着所有的人和事. 双鱼座很胆小又害怕失败，但表现出来都是强悍的一面. 双鱼座看似坚强，内心却会很容易受伤. 双鱼座即使遍体鳞伤，还是固执的假装一副无所谓，一个人躲到无人的角落里哭泣和自我安慰. 双鱼座前一秒哭泣，下一秒或者下一秒的下一秒仍然会微笑双鱼座生气的事很快就会忘记，不记仇！双鱼座记忆力时好时坏，有时候前一分钟放的东西后一分钟叫它找，它一定找不到，但有时候又会出奇的好，到现在它还记得双鱼座别人对自己的好会铭记于心，有恩必报. 双鱼座现在的生活很迷茫……找不到出口…… 双鱼座很会流泪，但很少在人面前流泪，如果真的流泪了，就是真的忍不住了。双鱼座的人太会掩饰，即使受伤也会和朋友谈笑风生，似乎看不出双鱼的一点点忧伤.在人面前双鱼永远开朗，很活泼. 双鱼座却永远无法对自己公平双鱼座喜欢一个人承受痛苦,喜欢给朋友看到她开心的笑容。其实背后的辛酸只有她道。与双鱼座相处，你会发现很NICE，他的可亲，他的谈笑，很容易让你误认为和他“有戏唱"了，更有可能让你觉得他应该是极易追求到手的“猎物"。但是，我在这里告诉你，一见钟情这样的事情，是很难发生在双鱼座他身上的，双鱼的爱需要经历比较长的一段时间。双鱼会喜欢很多人，却很难爱上一个人，相比之下，他更喜欢细水长流的感情。要知道，双鱼的喜欢并不等于爱；也可以说，双鱼的他多情而不滥情. 双鱼也很懦弱，当面对一些自己觉得没有把握的事情时会很容易去选择逃避…… 双鱼，是生活在在繁杂世界里，独自忧郁的星座。他们害怕寂寞，却在喧闹的空间里向往着寂寞。外表上开朗活泼，内心却经常顾影自怜。朋友很多，可更多的时候却还是一个人的孤单。他们对生活总是感到无奈，想象着把现实变成心中的乌托邦，只是，似乎双鱼总是活在一种失望之中。因为他们的想象终太完美。他们的性格看似温柔，却更倔强。生气的时候喜欢沉默，高兴的时候希望所有人都能分享。不喜欢依靠别人，向往着独立生活。双鱼是个古老复杂的星座，包含了太多的情绪，所以在情绪方面起伏非常的大，所以说，他们是一个很难理解的星座，因为她的性格太多元化。他可以幽默，可以冷漠，可以柔弱，可以坚强，可以成熟，可以天真，可以精明，可以傻气。。。不要说他们是在装，其实，这才是真正的双鱼，一个集合了12星座所有性格的双鱼。关于爱情：鱼鱼们很容易陷入一场恋爱，但也很容易放弃。因为他们心思细腻，能够很清楚的看透一个人。不过却总是在受伤之后才会清醒。无论多大的年纪，还是喜欢王子和公主的美丽爱情。他们很怕对恋人失望，因为每一次的失望标志着他将会离开一步。直到最后，彻底消失。关于友情：鱼鱼们很容易相信一个人，尤其是朋友。他们可以为了友情做任何事情，因为他们最见不得朋友受委屈。这也是鱼的最傻之处，很多时候都是在被别人利用着，自己却傻傻的维护着所谓的友情。“吃一堑，长一智”对他们来说很难。只要别人说两句好话心就软了。关于生活：这个是鱼鱼最不愿面对的事情。生活的艰辛总是让他们不停的挣扎，不想落在别人的后面，却在很多时候觉得自己力不从心。一个疲于奔波和无奈于社会的星座，或许只有在夜深人静的时候，他们才能感到片刻的安稳。性情温柔，易于相处，你的身上有一种令人难以抵御的奇异的魅力。这是一个浪漫而富于幻想的人，对生活充满热望，但缺乏应变的能力，因此，你十分需要有人保护。你喜欢别人把一切都替你安排就序。这一星座的女性多半象天真可爱的孩子，希望自己是丈夫的掌上明珠。在激动人心的大事面前，或令人沮丧的情况下，你的情绪变化并不很激烈，相反，会趋于平稳和冷静。你的性格比较脆弱，有些反复无常。别人很容易用感情融化你，使其听凭别人的支配。你需要学会说"不"字，这是你最好的自卫方法，然而，这对你又是何其难也！你的一生是充满想象和富有强烈精神追求色彩的一生。内心中经常映现出五彩缤纷的幻想。你钟情的人也许与你想象中的偶像截然不同，但你还是会热情、真诚地投入你的怀抱。你忠于爱情、并愿意为爱情而献身。你的爱情生活充满神秘色彩，或者全然听天由命，或者追求柏拉图式的意境。双鱼座是黄道十二宫最后一宫所以他可说是集中了十二星座所有的优点和缺点于一体，而且也可以由代表双鱼座的两条游向相反的鱼所象征中，知道这是多重矛盾的一个星座；加上水煞星座的情绪化，可想而知双鱼座的人是多么复杂，如果说天蝎座是最记仇的星座，那么双鱼座可算是最记“愁”的星座。神经质、健忘、多愁善感、想像丰富、自欺欺人等等都是双鱼座的形像词，不过双鱼座最大的优点是他有一颗善良的心，他最喜欢帮助人，愿意牺牲自己而为别人，不过不要以为他很伟大，其实只是他藉着帮助别人而突出自己的肯定价值，可见他们多么没有信心。由于没有信心，经常为自己制造借口去逃避，许多时他明知故犯，皆因他爱自欺欺人！亦不要以为双鱼座的人本性温柔，有时年纪大的双鱼座会承受不了结自我的压力，因而转化成为自己的脾气，向别人无理取闹，自以为是；虽然如此，他内心仍然是脆弱不堪的！守护着双鱼座的海王星，代表了理想、想像、不专心、犹疑跟虚伪，亦恰似双鱼座的写照。最易被忽略的性格缺点过于细腻考虑太多双鱼笨吗？一点也不，他们想太多心思太细蜜，不自觉便做得过多，也自然变得犹豫不决，迟到，消失，以为自己乱做，搞半天，都是太神经质所致。重点是双鱼总是一犯再犯，虽然他的挣扎值得同情，但被耽误的又何辜？只好把双鱼列为拒绝往来户了。两条向两个方向游走的鱼，带给了鱼鱼们双重的性格。爱和友情，占据了他们生命的太多位置。所以，如果你有双鱼的朋友，请珍惜他，因为他是你值得珍惜的朋友。世界上没有比O型双鱼座的更好商量了，O型气质的多面性，能使你以充满弹性的态度来对待人，而双鱼座的气质，却比O型更柔和。尊重别人的程度，几乎令人怀疑你是否有自己的主见？双鱼座的人拥有恰如流水般柔软且纯朴的性格。 O型双鱼座的你，特别是双鱼座的气质较为突出时，无论做任何事，都会缺乏主见，而且容易半途而废，除此之外，你很在意别人的眼光，只要别人对你表示一点意见，你便有可能因此转移目标，这些都是你成功的绊脚石。双鱼座之最：　　最善良の双鱼最心软の双鱼最好辩の双鱼最悲观の双鱼最浪漫の双鱼最温柔の双鱼最多情の双鱼最粘人の双鱼最爱幻想の双鱼最不理智の双鱼最易被骗の双鱼最爱撒娇の双鱼直觉最准の双鱼最爱思考の双鱼智商最高の双鱼最善解人意の双鱼最有同情心の双鱼最不势力眼の双鱼最有服务欲の双鱼最易神经质の双鱼最有书卷味の双鱼最会讨人欢心の双鱼最多嫁入豪门の双鱼、双子

2011-07-03T15:49:00.002+08:00

I'm so lazy to update.

Will do it tonight!:)

There will be no distance if it's true friends.

2011-07-01T22:39:00.000+08:00

Met up with A, JR and K on Friday after so long! The last time we met was last year July or August, almost year since we last met as a whole group! So glad that when we met up, none of us have change! Still being able to chat and crap like how we use to be! :) Miss secondary days so much now. :( DING DONG BEL I miss sitting w you in class and talk about everything under the sun!

Dinner at Nandos! :) Waited for like 30 to 45mins before we get a seat!

All of them ain't spicy at all! :( Super salty only! :(

Chips @ $1 each! :)

Love the crust, taste like prata but not? Uber niceee! :)

Bel and mine drink! I like, is some tea w lemon grass!

Stle and Jr's frizzy drink.

The uber nice presentation kerbak *okay I think I spell wrongly*

Had Marble slab after that cause stle got 10$ cash voucher! :) HAHAHA. But idk why it doesn't seems nice at all and it melt v faaaaaaast. :(

Wanted to go up to Illuma sky garden but got chased away by the security guard. Funny thing happen when one cockroach next to me, bel reaction epic max!

Even though the last time we met was last year July? But we do not feel the drift at all, glad that nothing had never change! :) We still joke and gossip about people like how we use to! Dingdongbel, I miss classes with you! :( I miss secondary school days w you, going NS and US w you after school! Having htht! See you and stle JULY okay! :))

LOVE YOU ALL!

credit: Junru! :)

Where farewell isn't goodbye.

2011-06-25T00:00:00.001+08:00

Wednesday was Fresh Dragon last day.
Pretty sad I shall say.
No one to bully, no one to help me carry my lunch, no one being so lame w CLY anymore.
Dislike the feeling when people leaves. :(

Hope you like it! :)

Hope you have fun mingling around w us these few months!
Seeyou next thurs pan san pai! :)

photos credit to CLY!

2011-06-19T16:53:00.002+08:00

Inter Friends Fun, IFF :)

2011-06-18T21:43:00.000+08:00

5 more weeks to the end of Internship,

now I wish it will not end so fast, at the same time I wish it will end soon.

Contradicting as usual.

Hahaha!

Know many more new Interns there! :)

7 more! Yes I know! :)

But only 2 more + 1 old interns in our lunch clique now.

So happy, because we tend to joke and crap around during lunch.

Love it to the max! :)

Sad that Sien long is leaving sooon. :(

Okay, photos time! :)

The new clique~ :))

Credit, Tingjie! :))

Is all about trust.

2011-06-16T23:25:00.001+08:00

I will blog sooon!
Readers please come baaaaaaaaaaaaack!

2011-06-05T18:11:00.002+08:00

Feel like closing down this blog,
I don't wish to disclose my thoughts to anyone any longer.
Maybe I should just keep it on hiatus for the time being.

Miss you people.

2011-06-04T19:46:00.000+08:00

I want to eat awfully choco, cheesecake, strawberry cheese cake, strawberry shortcake, beardpapa, chewy juniors, eclair, fruit paradise, lots and lots of chocolate and many many moooore. I need sweet stuff to cheer me up, no to make me feel even happier.

I want to go for dessert haunting soon, anyone interested?

Maybe what I wanted was someone to understand how I'm feeling.

2011-06-04T19:29:00.000+08:00

From the start I have already made the wrong choice about opening up myself.
Believing in people is the biggest mistake.
Reflection been done,
and the conclusion made, I was the biggest fool myself.

Now I wonder, who should I rely on, who can I trust?
It's always the trust that destroy everything.

2011-06-04T16:00:00.001+08:00

Is just too hard to trust people recently.
Everyone is too fake.

Bye NYP interns! :(

2011-05-30T21:17:00.001+08:00

This is Joan! The one whom I will tend to talk to after Joel is gone!
Days without her is so saaaaaad. :(
I miss going over to help her, or slack. :(
It's only the first day. RAAH!

Anna! I miss asking you what flavor today?! HAHAHA

Enjoy your 2weeks hols people! :D

credit: Joan!

2011-05-30T21:12:00.003+08:00

Watched Kung Fu Panda yesterday with S! :)))))))
The baby panda was adorable to the max, just like meeeeee. :)
HAHA, but I sincerely apologise to people who are seating next to me.
Sorry that I have been coughing and sniffing. Okay I thought people might think that I was crying. HAHA.

Life has been great due to some people.
But boring most of the time,
I dread work a lot,
is so funny how I use to like internship when is not here yet.
Maybe is due to the things happening in there that makes me dread work a lot.
No one seems to understand, or empathy.
7 more weeks to go!
You can do it! :D
Then will be holiday!
Okay I'm so want to go oversea, with friends or family doesn't matter.
Okay must pyscho my mum to allow me go oversea w friends first, okay she actually allowed but afraid she will change her mind after that.

I'm sick for 5 days, stupid cough and flu.
Being sucha a bitch. :(
I want to get well soon,
so I can have many many food! :(
Mac breakf, awfully choco, cakes, dessert, pastries, fastfoooood! :(

I need to go shopping soon! :(
Retail therapy!
But I'm broke after buying stuff for dad and mum. :(
or maybe I just need to stay in bed with loves to watch movies, and have some htht.
I need it so badly.
anyooone?

我好怕当我领悟的那一天，你却离我而去，留下我一人，只剩下遗憾。

2011-05-27T22:47:00.001+08:00

Life is so boring, don't feel like blogging.

Omg, you have to stop it Felicia! Raaaaaaaaaah!

2011-05-25T23:58:00.003+08:00

Hello TJR,

please dont be emo anymore.
I'm not use to the sad you. :(
CHEERUP LOVE! :D
Meet up w you soon, so you can rant to me! :)
loveyou much much!

After lunch love. :)

2011-05-24T21:43:00.001+08:00

Okay this is what we will do after lunch,
go back to CLY, SL and YX lab, and I will start to haunt for food there.
ORRRRRRRRRR
we will start to take peak-ah-tures! :))

credit: to XY

Pirates of the caribbean 16May

2011-05-22T20:03:00.000+08:00

Went to watch Pirates of the caribbean - stranger tides with Junru.

It's complimentary, thanks to Nuffnang! :)

Met her at town, but was very late, sorry bout that! :(
Had dinner at Pontian, wanton noodle! =DD Had sudden craving for it.

Okay, speaking of that, I have not eaten my Dim Sum yet! :( I want go RED STAR Restaurant for Dim Sum!

Then headed to Shaw, lucky we came early, but still late, manage to get a middle row seats. :)

Was mad cold in the theater. :/

Just so you know, I did not watch Pirates of the caribbean ever since it is launched. HAHA, I know right, I'm always watching parts of those movie. OH WELL. :)

I would say it's interesting, but not that great.

I'm still obsess with the mermaid, she's v pretty! :))

HOME SWEET HOME! :)

2011-05-19T22:07:00.000+08:00

2011-05-17T08:57:00.002+08:00

I hate myself,
because each time i'm only left w sorry for you.
You must be hating me a lot huh.

It always take a spark to get the fire going.

2011-05-15T22:10:00.001+08:00

This is what I do everyday in my work lab, write a note to myself to remind myself to smile, or to people.
I don't know is to make myself feel better or make others happy, but is extremely fun. :)

Going to meet junru tmr! :)))))))))))
So happy! :)

You are going to assume, trust me.

It all ended up like this.

2011-05-10T06:49:00.002+08:00

I'm sorry that I hurt you.
I'm sorry for being selfish,
I'm sorry that I don't keep to my words.
I'm sorry for doing that to you when I know how much it hurts when you did that to me.
I'm sorry for being a coward.

Everyone knows what you are going through,
everyone knows how hurt you are.
But does anyone know what am I going through?
anyone know how hurt I am?
When I don't speak doesn't mean I'm okay.
How funny it is to lose so many people in one day.
Poly life is such a fuck-ed up life.
I don't know how am I going to spend my 3.2 life in Poly.
I'm left w no one to go to, talk to.
This is when my heart start to get even colder, and not knowing how to love anyone even more.
I know I have to be strong.

You know the feeling of waking up in the morning and crying?

This is really going to be the last post before I will be gone.
For this first time after so long, I'm writing out partially of my feeling in this blog.

Most of my life isn't my life.

2011-05-09T20:56:00.000+08:00

I shall be back some days when I'm feeling better. It won't be long I suppose. :)
Toodlers.

Spread the love.

2011-05-08T21:11:00.000+08:00

HAPPY MUMMY'S DAY! :))

Hello mummy,

I know I have not been a very good daughter, I will try my best to be. Okay I think I am, but you think I'm not. Oh well, whatever it is. Thankyou for being a good mum although I don't know how to appreciate it at times. =/ HEES. May you have a great mother day. Loveyou plenty! :)

With loves,
meeee! :)

2011-05-08T12:52:00.001+08:00

The few people who have knocked down the walls you built up and whom you trusted with all your heart are the ones you will never forget. When someone like that leaves, they take a little piece of your heart with them. And the hole in your heart you now have, it just constantly reminds you of the person who was the cause of it. And I guess that’s why people who placed their trust in the wrong people feel so messed up. Because every day, they feel those void, empty spaces within themselves and wonder when they’d feel whole again.

2011-05-07T23:47:00.001+08:00

Yay! I'm a happy kido for now. :)
Bought mummy Mother's Day pressie! :)
And I'm officially broke nooooow.
Need to start saving, and eat at home nooow.
Shall try my best not to meet anyone for this week and next week.
Or shall cut down my food expenses.

Yesterday training was alright.
Aftermath talking session was eh....
Oh well.
Dinner w SYK just now! :)
Happy happy. :)

I SHALL BE HAPPY.
FTW! (Y)

P.S I AM SINGLE.

Hello love

2011-05-07T12:51:00.001+08:00

How much we have grown.

Helloooo! :)
This post is specially for you.

You know what I promised you yesterday? HAHA.

We have been through so much together since Secondary 1.
Remember those days when we were so EMO due to Emerald and Topaz?
How we slacked together at 7-11 or playground.
How we used to cam-whored!
Our virgin trip to night ECP?
We used to have cold war for misunderstanding?
Glad that everything is fine till now.
Hope we can still go through many ups and downs together still.
We need to meet up soon.
More htht pleaseeeeeee? :)
Loveyouuu.

P.S don't get upset about the wrong message yesterday kays? hahahaha! everything will be fineee. :))))

Treat people the way you wanted to be treated.

2011-05-07T12:12:00.000+08:00

One sentence of yours just make me realise how much I dislike you.
...
...
...
...
...
You have no idea how I tried to fight for you.

Disappointment I suppose?

Too many things have been happening in one time.
I'm in a ' can't be unexplained' feeling right now.
F&FS makes me feel so lost, and helpless.

2011-05-05T23:50:00.001+08:00

There’s some things that i regret, some words I wish had gone unsaid, some starts that had some bitter endings. Been some bad times I’ve been through, damage I cannot undo, some things I wish I could do all over again. But it don’t really matter. When life gets that much harder, it makes you that much stronger. Some pages turned, some bridges burned but there were lessons learned.

2011-05-05T22:57:00.000+08:00

Suddenly I wonder, is it my fault from the start?

I know how much it hurts when people are doing this to you,

but will you mind opening up and share?

At least tell me why are you feeling this way.

I dislike assumption.

2011-05-05T00:00:00.000+08:00

Please hope you will be fine.

I'm sure life will be fair enough, justice will be done.
Life will not be as bad as you think it is,
be optimistic about life pleaaaaaase? :(

I will believe in you no matter what.
I trust myself, I know what kind of people you are.

2011-05-04T20:46:00.001+08:00

I'm feeling depress out of the sudden.

Project is killing me.
Feel so stress up during work.
Hate everything.

Really hate to end up tearing. :(

Everytime you smile at someone, it is an action of love, a gift to that person, a beautiful thing.

2011-05-02T13:07:00.002+08:00

Relationship is a funny little thing. You can be friend with someone or fall for someone within a minute without knowing how or well. Being able to click so well with that person like you have known them for years but actually not. Yet the irony part is when you know someone for years, yet no matter how hard you try, you can never have a good relationship w that someone.

There's so many people that have been into your life, but how many actually do stay with you for long? When people step into your life unknowingly, they have no idea how much you mean to them. So they just walk out of your life like nothing had ever happen, not feeling upset about it at all. How selfish human beings are, how self-centered they can be? Who will ever think of how the other parties feel before they decide to make a move?

Is not about the changes that I'm afraid, is only when you realise how fragile things can be. When your beliefs are all just an illusion? When you know how cruel the world can be. When you started to trust them and believe in them, and then they leave you when they promise they never will. Promise are meant to be broken, that's why promises are being made. That's how pathetic life can be.

I miss the past, yet I don't wish to let go of the present. Because the people whom I care now are the people who is equally important to the people in the past. I don't wish to gain anything anymore, because I will tend to lose something greater after that. And it hurts even more.

I want to leave this place, will anyone take me away? Somewhere far far away from this place?

All I need is a little courage.

P.S I'm fine! :) Just need to rant, many thoughts on my mind.

2011-05-01T12:17:00.000+08:00

I have got so many stuff I want to blog lately.
But is kind of annoying if I keep blogging.

I'm being a little too emotional not.
Just being grateful to those people who care. :)
Been thinking a lot,
thanks to people whom really make my days recently.
Even though is just a handful amount, but that's already enough.
Is the quality not quantity.
loveyou people.
xoxo.

I treat you the way you treat me.

2011-05-01T11:46:00.001+08:00

HELLO MAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY! :D

FRIDAY. 29APRIL
Had Mac breakf on Friday morning. Like finally I get to eat! :D Thank you to you for making my cravings come true! :D HAHAHA. But I was laaaate. =/ Sorry. Head back to school, Mr Tan asked I took leave because of the form? Thought he's going to scold me. Took much time at SWCC. Poor girl who waited for me at level 1, sorry. =/ SO I HAVE TO GO SCHOOL NEXT WEEK AGAIN. :( Oh well, headed to town aftermath. Caught Arthur, pretty nice show. Much better then the previous movie I have watched. HAHAHA. Town the whole day. And yeap, time past so fast when I'm not working. How I wish this day will never end. OH WELL, face the reality Feliciaaaaaaa. 3 more months to go, you can survive! :D

SATURDAY 30APRIL

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MSLEE! :)
Went for training.

Head to raffles place for shokudo again, IKR! HAHAHA.

Fruit paradise for dessert, think I'm going to fall for it.

Home. :)
I have been spamming sweet stuff that day, think I'm pretty depress that's why.

SUNDAY 1st MAY

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY! ♥
HAPPY LABOUR DAY!

May all your wishes come trueeeeeeeeee, and I hope I will be a better daughter. HEES.

And may you be nicer to me. HAHAHA!
Happy birthday to all the people who birthday falls on 1st May too! :)

Going to Prima tower at night for celebration.

YAY! :D Going to see the night view of Singapore! Caaaan't wait. :))))

Lucks for Sarah♥ for your final later! If I can I will drop down later. Hope you get into the top 3! :)

I can't choose not to care, not to ask.

I'm not being busy body, I really do care.

A love without love.

2011-04-30T20:07:00.005+08:00

A bad day to start with.
Morning mood was pretty screw up, training too.
Lunch wasn't that bad till something happen again. -.-
Practically the whole day was bad.
Just hate april, hope it MAY will be a better month.
I'm wishing each month will be a better month, yet it turn out to be as bad as the previous month.

Side track alil, I said I wish attachment will end soon and I miss school so much, but I wonder how school will be like when I go back? HAHA. That's weird, maybe I will be much more depress when I'm back to school.

At least, kinder surprise makes me a happy kid for a moment. :)

I want to go

ZOO

Underwater

Marina Barrage for kite flying and pinic

East Coast park for cycling or roller blading

Esplanade

Sentosa

but the fav place I like is to slack at someone house for htht talk and just have fun in the room.

That's the simplest and yet the best hang out place.

反正一路来都是一个人的我

2011-04-30T09:17:00.000+08:00

What are way to start my day, with all the emo post in P blog.

Why can't people accept people for who they are?
Maybe is not the expectation from them,
is just who they really are?

2011-04-29T23:38:00.001+08:00

My awesome friend loves me too much, that she decided to bite me.
POOR ME. :(((((((((((
HAHAHAHAHA! -she's so going to kill me.- :/

So annoying, have to go back school next week again. :(
FML.
And I have to take leave again,
hope my supervisor doesn't have a bad impression on me. :(((((((
Am already v depress about work each day. :(
Feel so stupid.
HAIS. HAIS. HAIS.

I don't know why I can't feel anymore.

2011-04-26T23:04:00.000+08:00

OMG, hate food safety to the max.
Really hate collating, can someone else take up the job for me ?
Is not like I'm the only person who is in-charge of it.
FML seriously.

& I need go back school on Friday,
any kind soul willing to accompany meee?
Just hope that I will not bump into you.

To different you:

2011-04-26T22:54:00.000+08:00

I really hope you are fine. Falling out of love is never easy, when you realise how that someone special betrayed you. Begging him is not the right way to handle it, and crying for days too. Be strong, and handle it in a mature way. I know is not easy, but please try to move on. Even a baby step, it consider a improvement. I don't wish to see you crying every single day, because there's nothing I can do to make you feel better. What I wanted to tell you, I have already told you. I can say a thousand words to console you, but it will only turn into deaf ear when you don't wish to do it. Decision is in your hand. Choose to hang on, or choose to let go. Which ever decision you made, I'll respect it and support you. Just remember that I will always be there when you need me.

I don't know what to do, should I make a first move to make everything better? I want to be understanding, but have you tried to be understanding towards me? I doubt your words, I doubt her words, I doubt everyone words. Now I wonder should I believe. You? You will never realise how hurt I am, but still I hope you are fine where ever you are. Because you know deep down in my heart I still care.

I don't know what can I do or say to express my feelings. I'm sorry if at times I kept quiet and say nothing. Not because I'm being a coward, or I'm being heartless is just because I don't know what to say or what to do. Don't shed anymore tears or being upset, sometimes you just have to realise in reality people are like that. Learn to be a happier person, and life might be better. All I can do is to make you smile and feel alil happy. I don't wish to see you upset because it make me feel helpless. No more tears for him, her, me, them alright? You know I will always be there, never going to ignore you I promise.

2011-04-26T20:43:00.001+08:00

I think I have screw things up, I should have just kept quiet and said nothing.

2011-04-25T21:24:00.002+08:00

Everyone of you are just the same,
what right do you guys have to choose the path I have to go?

Fucking selfish.
Don't say is the best for me,
because you are not me.

2011-04-24T23:19:00.002+08:00

没那么简单

You don't know how fast it skipped that night.

2011-04-24T12:02:00.003+08:00

I'm a sad lil girl recently,
Jingjing keep asking if my moodswing is better.
Haha, so cute please.
Too many bad news recently,
and people around me,
please be happy.

I just wish that you will be happy.
I just feel helpless when nothing can be done.

Just plainly pictures.

2011-04-22T13:09:00.001+08:00

Here we go, these are the interns from Li's department. Sienlong and Xiya! Idk why, I'm closer to them rather than my department people. Oh well, Joanna is nice as well, and I sort of miss Joel, without him, I''m like doing everything by myself. BOOHOO.

Okay, so a random day, and CLY decided to bring her camera, which she claims there's no peekactures inside. HAHA.

Here you go! :)
Lot's of unglam photos of SL and CLY.
Credit: To me! HAHAHA!

After 4 shots, finally a perfect pic.

3 more months to go! :D

2011-04-20T20:39:00.001+08:00

我没有快乐的理由

It’s just so hard to forget someone who gave you so much to remember.

2011-04-19T20:38:00.000+08:00

In 2 years, I lost so many friends.

People come and go.

How many tend to stay by you no matter what?

Empty promises are no promises.

I'm just afraid of trusting people any longer.

I'm just afraid of losing people.

To those who make me smile.

Thank you for making my life alil better this feel days.

To those who I shed tears for.

Thank you too, because I'm alil stronger each day.

Is only when you realise, you heart is as cold as stone.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JUNHUI! :)

2011-04-19T20:01:00.000+08:00

Syk wanted to surprise him at Shokudo w us there.
Lunched, surprise him w 2 cakes, crapped, laughed, and home! :)
Hope you enjoy yourself w us okay lil boy! :D
Time to grow up! :)

2011-04-12T23:29:00.002+08:00

This is how 4th talk about this.
I'm afraid that 1 day I will lose you, my friend.
But I don't wish things to turn out like this either.

2011-04-09T23:18:00.001+08:00

I HAVE NOTHING TO BLOG SERIOUSLY. :(

I need photos, but my life seems so boring now. :(

2011-04-09T23:14:00.001+08:00

Sometimes it’s hard to believe that the few people around me, they do not understand how I feel, or see me for who I am, or if they could, they didn’t care enough to do anything about it. Or if they cared enough, they didn’t believe there was anything they could have done. That belief of theirs would have made all the difference.

2011-04-05T23:43:00.000+08:00

Don't start and end everything by yourself,

I don't even have a chance to know what's going on.

Don't assume anything,

because everything you assumed is not true.

2nd day of attachment.

Have been awesome so far. :)
Good/nice people around there.

Sadly I'm down w cough and flu,

everyone seems to be scared of me, but they are nice! :DD

Glad that liying is working w me, though I only see her during lunch and after work.

But that will be enough. :)

Life has been pretty good, and yet rough.

Same old story, but diff people.

What's wrong w my life totally.

I need photos.

My blog seems so dead w/o pictures.

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2011-03-30T19:21:00.003+08:00

One last time and I will back out,

I'm really serious about it.

I'm really tired of this life.

I need my own life,

I don't wish to care about others anymore,

I really want to be myself.

2011-03-26T22:21:00.001+08:00

I feel so unsafe now.

Like seriously,

I need my own space and freedom.

I can't use any vagularites and at the same time I can't express my thoughts,

because I'm being watched by people every second every minutes.